EMPTY CALORIES

the thing is, i know that i am

Addicted

to the salty chips

cancer dust on fingertips

to the websites

time and attention vanished

to the drinks

memories faded.

i know

that it all drains my Life.

so does that make me Suicidal?

it seems like there is no other definition

fucking killing myself, constantly, knowingly

looking elsewhere for someone to blame,

looking to buy a mask to hide the pain

as i

Swipe

Crunch

Sip

wondering

when is my time?

11 july 2025